Charlie's Bird

living the dream with Charlie and Thandi and chirping all the way back to the nest.

Tears and fears

…I fear what I am becoming. I cannot end each day in a flood of tears, sobbing in the car on the way home, so that my daughter doesn’t see my tears.

(I know the solutions, I understand my predicament, but I cannot currently implement any of the solutions like taking a break.)

5 Comments»

  halberts2014 wrote @

Oh no Birdie. Sending virtual hugs to you.

  Deblet wrote @

Ai….. Tough tough but you are tougher. I used to turn up the music and sing my way home at an obnoxiously loud volume when I had bad days in the hospital. It’s really difficult to always put on a brave face.

  runnermum wrote @

Ohh Birdie – I do wish I can help…
Lots of hugs.

  MamaCat wrote @

I did the crying in the car thing for about a year. You have to stop and do the thing you need to do.

  Gaelyn wrote @

I’m so sorry you’re struggling so much! Sending love and strength, and mostly – clarity. Be gentle with yourself xx


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